Dear frens, strangers, sweet gals, handsome guys, everyone who drop by here,
everybody
~~~ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006 ~~~
regards,
Jamie
Dear frens, strangers, sweet gals, handsome guys, everyone who drop by here,
everybody
~~~ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006 ~~~
regards,
Jamie
last nite argue v bb, this is the first time v argue so geng, wat he scold at me really cruel...i cant believe this is the real him tat would scold me till cry...finally i cried...he just ask me to stop crying in front of him...y i cried again...i cant stop myself...i'm still crying while talking to him eventhough he ask me to stop tat otherwise he'll shut the call...i just take my pillow to cover my face so tat he cant hear me...i din say anything...finally he shut the call without any mention...finally...i cried under my blanket...closed my fon at all...sad sad sad...this is the only i can felt tat moment...cried till fall asleep...
wake up today then only on my fon back...bb send two sms...there is no sorry at all...but the 2nd sms really makes me worry till now...after read the sms, it's already 7 am...bb send the sms to me is about 5 am...i call him immediately...he dun wan to say anything oso even i ask him...he just tell me tat he wan to sleep...i know i shouldn't call him this morning...but i cant stand for it anymore...i'm scare now...but no 1 i can spread out to...wat can i do now...i dun wan just end up our relationship just bcos of the small thingie...
bb, please...dun treat me like last 9 how u treat me... i know u facing a huge problems...can u see i'm oso...tat's y i need u to be next to me...n i'm really willing to share all of ur problems...but can u dun spread ur bad temper on me...i'm totally heartbreak...till now...i dunno how long i can stand for it anymore...i try my best...i give all of my best to u...do u know? y u change suddenly? u makes me scare...i felt unsecurity now...i'm scare now...can somebody help me...
i really hope some1 can spread out my feelings to u...i dun wan to tell u by myself anymore...u keep blaming on me...seems like all is my fault...eventhough it is my fault, but u cant just scold me...u say u love me tat's y u scold me...i really du understand...
if wat was happening last 9 is really my fault, i just apologize to u...i din meant it...u had misunderstand me...
B, sorry.......
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| Rating: | ★★★ |
| Category: | Other |
| Rating: | ★★★ |
| Category: | Other |